Nipple of Hope

So, I saw my primary care doctor this afternoon. She seems fairly confident that I do not have this Paget’s disease/cancer thing. She suspects this may be a side effect of one of my meds which causes harmonal problems for women. She is thinking it could easily cause similar for men. However, she is not comfortable on ruling anything out and wants me to move forward with my appointment with the surgeon next week just to be sure. I guess this surgeon is an expert of sorts in dealing with male breast cancer. They will have to do a mamogram. When I asked why this was not just being done now my doctor told me that the surgeon will want to see and examine me first. Ugh. I had much blood work done because that will help to determine if this ninny prob is related to one of my meds. I sure hope that it is. Will not get results from blood tests till Friday or Monday.

Other fun things —- my jaw is killing me! I am seeing the dentist tomorrow afternoon in hopes of relieving the pain.

I think my boss is getting most tired of my being out of the office so much — especially after just returning from a really long leave of absence. Oh well. Not much I can do about it.

Paget’s disease of the nipple and Other Fun Things

Ok, so I’ve had some soreness in my nipples. …and it wasn’t from any sort of rough “playing” —- they just plain hurt. So, today I went to the doctor and they freaked me out because she was concerned that I may have a form of male breast cancer called Paget’s disease of the nipple — and she found a small lump/bump under my right pleasure ninny. She immediately made arrangements for me to meet with a specialist who had an opening for the 16th of this month. I am calling my primary care physician tomorrow — just because I didn’t see her today.

I don’t know. I am not going to worry about it till I know. However, this has not been my year. If it does turn out to be this ninny cancer —- chances are it has been caught early. That is good. Ugh.

Also, we made Atkin’s Chocolate Chip Muffins tonight. They tasted like cardboard which had been lying at the bottom of an old closet. Yummy.

Oh, and I didn’t have a very good day at work. I’ve decided I am not taking public transit tomorrow. I shall drive!

Jack Black Attack

So, I know this might be a bit sick and wrong, but I think Jack Black is sexy. There. I wrote it. Glad I got it off my chest!

Dirty Cartoons

I finally got to watch my DVD of the classic anima feature, “Perfect Blue” last night. It was fantastic, but I have to say that the nudity threw me off. I think the fact that it is animated made it seem more pornographic than if had been actually filmed actresses. I was even a bit embarassed. How dorky is that? Anyway, once I got past all of the illustrated ninnies and wha-hoos —- the film was verying interesting. The ending left me feeling a bit confused. I will have to watch it again. …and again. I can only hope that the gay anime I picked up last week will be as graphic! ha!

Our email is back up! I felt so disconnected. You forget how important the internet is until you don’t have it!

We have friends coming over tonight and Karl has made them cookies. This will be a bit of torture for me, but don’t cry for me —- I have my Atkins candy bars which are really pretty good minus the odd after taste. I might have one cookie. Am no longer in the induction phase, but now I have to count those carbs!

At Last!!!!!

At long last I have been released to return to work full time with no limits or restrictions effective for Monday, October 6th! I am so excited. No more wondering about with nothing to do in the afternoons! I shall be working! I am most pleased. I think my boss and co-workers will be pleased as well.

Oh! If anyone has tried sending me an email —- we seem to be having trouble with Outlook. We’ve been trying to figure out the problem, but for the moment emails aren’t getting through to us and I do not believe I can send either. Bummer.

Why O Why Do We Pay Taxes?!?!?

Well, jury duty was a non-event, but a long one. I even took a nap as we waited. I brought a book, but it sucked. So I was left to my own devices. I did not have to resort to any twitching or incoherent whispering —- just had to wait and waste away my time which grows shorter with each birthday! Ugh!

Oh, and I’ve new problem! Now, I am used to the fact that Karl and I are on all sorts of gay mailing lists and I even enjoy some of that snail mail. Essentially, we get ads for gay travel agents, gay credit cards, gay movies, gay cartoons, gay porno, gay erotica, gay toys, gay, gay, gay. It is OK, but now we are receiving a whole new class of mail that really perplexes me.

We’re getting adverts for Playboy, Maxim and we even received the Playboy gift catalog. Why are we receiving this hetro-macho-mail?!?!?! I can assure you that we are good practicing queers. This should not happen to us. I mean Playgirl — sure, but not Playboy and Hustler! It offends me.

I mean, I am all fine with men being sexually objectified —- but am not comfortable when it happens to women. This is my porno double standard. Women have been treated as sex objects for far too long — I feel it is time for men to be treated the same. …and I wanna watch!

But I do not want on this mailing list hetro loop! Oy!

Oh, I’ve recently gotten into a local band which I feel will be going places. They totally rule. I’ve not seen them live because I am old and don’t do that whole club thing. Anyway, check them out. They are The Dresden Dolls Check �em out! I highly recommend their new CD!

I am all excited because the newly-released DVD’s for French & Saunders and the ABFAB Specials DVD came in today! Much fun watching — not to mention all of the anime I purchased yesterday! I picked up “Descendants from Darkness” which is a very well animated series with a gay slant. Am really getting into anime. Love it!